More Evidence



1.

The grosbeak sings with a completely cherishable
roughness.

The yellow and orange and scarlet trees - what do 
they denote about willingness, and the flamboyance 
of change?

With what words can I convince you of the
casualness with which the white swans fly?

It doesn't matter to me if the woodchuck and
the turtle are not always, thoughtfully,
considering their lives and making decisions,
the certainty that they are doing this at all -
that alters everything.

Do you give a thought now and again to the 
essential sparrow, the necessary toad?

Just as truly as the earth is ours, we belong
to it. The tissue of our minds is made of it,
and the soles of our feet, as fully as the
tiger's claw, the branch of the whitebark pine,
the voices of the birds, the dog-tooth violet
and the tooth of the dog.

Have you ever seen a squirrel swim? I have.

Is it not incredible, that in the acorn something
has hidden an entire tree?

"For there is nothing that grows or lives that
can approach the feathery grace, the symmetry
of form, or the lacy elegance of pattern of the 
Ferns: and to be blind to all this beauty is
nothing less than calamitous."

In Australia there is a cloud called The
Morning Glory.

Okay, I confess to wanting to make a literature 
of praise.


2.

Where are you when you're not thinking?
Frightening, isn't it?
Where are you when you're not feeling anything?
Oh, worse!

Except for faith and imagination, nature is that
hard fortress you can't get out of.

Some persons are captive to love, others would
make the beloved a captive. Which one are you?

I think I have not lived a single hour of my life
by calculation.

There are in this world a lot of devils with wondrous 
smiles. Also, many unruly angels.

The life of the body is, I suppose, along with 
everything else, a lesson. I mean, if lessons are
what you look for.

Faith: this is the engine of my head, my breast
bone, my toes.


3.

It is salvation if one can step forth from the
clutter of one's mind into that open space -
that almost holy space - called work.

Emerson: how the elegance of his language can 
make me weep over my own inadequacy.

Music: what so many sentences aspire to be.

Or, how sweet just to say of a great, burly 
man: he's a honey.

Or of the fox: his neat trot. The donkey, his 
sorrowful plodding. The cheetah: his clean leap.
The alligator: his lunge.

Do you hear the rustle and outcry on the page?
Do you hear its longing?

Words are too wonderful for words. The vibrant
translation of things to ideas. Hello there.
My best greetings to you.

Lord, there are so many fires, so many words, in
my heart. It's going to take something I can't
even imagine, to put them all out.


4.

Let laughter come to you now and again, that
sturdy friend.

The impulse to leap off the cliff, when the 
body falsely imagines it might fly, may be
restrained by reason, also by modesty. Of the
two possibilities, take your choice, and live.

Refuse all cooperation with the heart's death.


5.

Sing, if you can sing, and if not still be 
musical inside yourself.

The Kingfisher



The kingfisher rises out of the black wave
like a blue flower, in his beak
he carries a silver leaf. I think this is
the prettiest world - so long as you don't mind
a little dying, how could there be a day in your whole life
that doesn't have its splash of happiness?
There are more fish than there are leaves
on a thousand trees, and anyway the kingfisher
wasn't born to think about it, or anything else.
When the wave snaps shut over his blue head, the water
remains water - hunger is the only story
he has ever heard in his life that he could believe.
I don't say he's right. Neither
do I say he's wrong. Religiously he swallows the silver leaf
with its broken red river, and with a rought and easy cry
I couldn't rouse out of my thoughtful body
if my life depended on it, he swings back
over the bright sea to do the same thing, to do it
(as I long to do something, anything) perfectly.


To be great, be entire


To be great, be entire: of what's yours nothing
    Exaggerate or exclude.
Be whole in each thing. Put all that you are
    Into the least you do.
Like that on each place the whole moon
    Shines, for she lives aloft.

I Worried


I worried a lot. Will the garden grow, will the rivers
flow in the right direction, will the earth turn
as it was taught, and if not, how shall
I correct it?

Was I right, was I wrong, will I be forgiven,
can I do better?

Will I ever be able to sing, even the sparrows
can do it and I am, well,
hopeless.

Is my eyesight fading or am I just imagining it,
am I going to get rheumatism,
lockjaw, dementia?

Finally I saw that worrying had come to nothing.
And gave it up. And took my old body
and went out into the morning,
and sang.


(May God grant us the grace to appreciate and care without worrying)

I Want


I want - unknown and calm
Because unknown, and my own
Because calm - to fill my days
With wanting no more than them.

Those whom wealth touches - their skin
Itches with the gold rash.
Those whom fame breathes upon -
Their life tarnishes.

To those for whom happiness is 
Their sun, night comes round.
But to one who hopes for nothing
All that comes is grateful.

The Peninsula


When you have nothing more to say, just drive
For a day all round the peninsula.
The sky is tall as over a runway,
The land without marks so you will not arrive

But pass through, though always skirting landfall.
At dusk, horizons drink down sea and hill,
The ploughed field swallows the whitewashed gable
And you're in the dark again. Now recall

The glazed foreshore and silhouetted log,
That rock where breakers shredded into rags,
The leggy birds stilted on their own legs,
Islands riding themselves out into the fog

And drive back home, still with nothing to say
Except that now you will uncode all landscapes
By this: things founded clean on their own shapes,
Water and ground in their extremity.

The Snow Man

One must have a mind of winter
To regard the frost and the boughs
Of the pine-trees crusted with snow;

And have been cold a long time
To behold the junipers shagged with ice,
The spruces rough in the distant glitter

Of the January sun; and not to think
Of any misery in the sound of the wind,
In the sound of a few leaves.

Which is the sound of the land
Full of the same wind
That is blowing in the same bare place

For the listener, who listens in the snow,
And, nothing himself, beholds
Nothing that is not there and the nothing that is.

Borges on writers

 From his review of William Faulkner's 'Absalom! Absalom!':

I know of two kind of writers: those whose central preoccupation is verbal technique, and those for whom it is human acts and passions. The former tend to be dismissed as "Byzantine" or praised as "pure artists". The latter, more fortunately receive the laundry epithets "profound", "human", or "profoundly human", and the flattering vituperation "savage". The former is Swinburne or Mallarme, the latter, Celine or Theodore Dresier. Certain exceptional cases display the virtue and joys of both categories. Victor Hugo remarked that Shakespeare contained Gongora; we might also observe that he contained Dostoevsky.... Among the other great novelists, Joseph Conrad was perhaps the last who was interested both in the techniques of the novel and personalities of his characters. The last, that is, until the tremendous appearance of Faulkner. 

The Poet Dreams of the Mountain


Sometimes I grow weary of the days, with all their fits and starts.
I want to climb some old gray mountain, slowly, taking
the rest of my lifetime to do it, resting often, sleeping
under the pines or, above them, on the unclothed rocks.
I want to see how many stars are still in the sky
that we have smothered for years now, a century at least.
I want to look back at everything, forgiving it all,
and peaceful, knowing the last thing there is to know.
All that urgency! Not what the earth is about!
How silent the trees, their poetry being of themselves only.
I want to take slow steps, and think appropriate thoughts.
In ten thousand years, maybe, a piece of the mountain will fall.


For Example


Okay, the broken gull let me lift it 
    from the sand.
Let me fumble it into a box, with the 
    lid open.
Okay, I put the box into my car and started 
    up the highway
to the place where sometimes, sometimes not, 
    such things can be mended.

The gull at first was quiet.
How everything turns out one way or another, I 
    won't call it good or bad, just
        one way or another.

Then the gull lurched from the box and onto
    the back of the front seat and 
        punched me.
Okay, a little blood slid down.

But we all know, don't we, how sometimes
    things have to feel anger, so as not
        to be defeated?

I love this world, even in its hard places.
A bird too must love this world,
    even in its hard places.
So, even if the effort may come to nothing,
    you have to do something.

It was, generally speaking, a perfectly beautiful
    summer morning.
The gull beat the air with its good wing.
I kept my eyes on the road.



The Plantation


Any point in that wood
Was a center, birch trunks
Ghosting your bearings,
Improvising charmed rings
Wherever you stopped,
Though you walked a straight line,
It might be a circle you travelled
With toadstools and stumps

Always repeating themselves.
Or did you re-pass them?
Here were bleyberries quilting the floor
The black char of a fire.

And having found them once
You were sure to find them again.
Someone had always been there
Though always you were alone.

Lovers, birdwatchers,
Campers, gipsies and tramps
Left some trace of their trades
Or their excrement.

Hedging the road so.
It invited all comers
To the hush and the mush
Of its whispering treadmill,

Its limits defined,
So they thought, from outside.
They must have been thankful 
For the hum of traffic

If they ventured in
Past the picknickers' belt
Or began to recall
Tales of fog on the mountains.

You had to come back
To learn how to lose yourself,
To be pilot and stray-witch,
Hansel and Gretel in one.



These things are not secrets but mysteries


from Glanmore Sonnets (II) (Seamus Heaney)

Sensings, mountings from the hiding places,
Words entering almost the sense of touch,
Ferreting themselves out of their dark hutch -
'These things are not secrets but mysteries',
Oisin Kelly told me years ago
In Belfast, hankering after stone
That connived with the chisel, as if the grain
Remembered what the mallet tapped to know.
Then I landed in the hedge-school of Glanmore
And from the backs of ditches hoped to raise
A voice caught back off slug-horn and slow chanter
That might continue, hold, dispel, appease:
Vowels ploughed into other, opened ground,
Each verse returning like the plough turned round.